I'm still trying to figure that part out.

You weren’t wearing that dorky hat I’m used to seeing you in today. You’re so cute. It’s hardly fair that I let him get in the way of something potentially magical so that he could cheat on me. You have a smile that makes me want to melt inside, and a laugh that is infectious. Hugging you, feels safe, and warm, and lovely. God I wish I could turn back time, and undo the things that happened so that we might be able to start again. Clean slate. I’m ready now.